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  (On subsequent media interviews, Kat continues to share that terrorism type of suicide is NOT the same as inability to cope, & thus God may often view the 2 differently, thus allowing the deceased an opportunity to be in heaven.)

https://joycemeyer.org/todaysshow/2021/28-1452/the-power-of-hope -
Story of Rick Warren's son who comitted suicide at age 27 after contending with mental illness since age 5.

Murillo, Mario - https://sidroth.org/television/tv-archives/mario-murillo/?src=banner_tv
+ https://sidroth.org/television/tv-archives/mario-murullo/
+ https://ofm6z46z825qpxk83fa00q1a-wpengine.netdna-ssl.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/11/IS1026Transcript_Murillo.pdf (edited)
MARIO: The American suicide rate is off the chart. 
It got so ugly that I realized that the playing field had been leveled.

I used to think there were bad neighborhoods & good neighborhoods, but the Internet made it all possible for the same demons that hit the child in the ghetto to hit the child in the mansion.
When I found that out, it was late…about 2 AM… All of a sudden, the room got ugly in like a stench. 
Evidently something I was embarking on was now an existential threat to evil; the devil began to snarl.
I could feel him. These statements, "I will grind them to powder. I will destroy them.
I will completely manipulate them.  I will turn them into evil.
I will chew them up, spit them out & put them in a nameless grave.  They will have no hope."

He kept saying, "I will. I will." Then the glory of God filled my room.
I heard
God roar, "But I will pour out My spirit on them."

Pike, Alynn - biography




Ramirez, John - http://search.stillsmallvoicetriage.org/cache/mes585_en-US.pdf - Ex Satan Worshipper Testimony - (edited)
"We had a book in New York City, in American. I was the 3rd person to get this book that had symbols in the book of different demons, different principalities, of different ways of
killing people with the witchcraft.
You couldn't have a copy of this book unless the devil signed off on you.
I would take symbols in that book and do witchcraft TO people.

I put witchcraft on people, make people get diseases out of nowhere. I make people get
leprosy & cancer.
I gave people miscarriages & abortions.
I put people in hospitals for surgeries, that didn't even have to go for surgeries.

I did witchcraft so
people would lose their minds.
I (put)
spirits of: bipolar, schizophrenia, disease, suicide on people.
I'd be up all night long, praying & talking to the devil, when Christians can't even go to church for 1 hour.
When Christians can't even pray for 1 hour.  (Thus we &/or our ancestors could be a victim of witchcraft/ occultism/satanism, but Father God through Jesus Christ His Son & Holy Spirit resurrection power, is superior to all evil.  Once enlightened, we can repent for any (known & unknown) sin/legal grounds for a curse to stick & then to commission & enlist our heavenly army host to reverse all harm, plunder hell & repay us & our bloodline with 7-fold blessings.  We can also enlist the Trinity to infill, mentor & defend us & our family tree, forever.)


Renner, Rick @ Comfort One Another | Renner Ministries 12/10/2020







Sumrall, Lester - You Can Conquer Suicide (booklet + tract available) reminds us that there is an evil spirit that often deceives by projecting its ideas as negative thoughts into vulnerable people's minds. 
These unholy/unhealthy thoughts can be vetoed/overruled/replaced by one's rehearsing contradicting scripture.




Branham, Williiam -



Saldivar, Isaiah @ https://sidroth.org/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/IS1109Transcript_SALDIVAR.pdf (edited excerpt) + 6/12/2023 @ https://sidroth.org/radio/radio-archives/isaiah-saldivar/ 061223 - (It is imperative that people RECOGNIZE there are both good/holy & evil + human spirits that TALK to our minds.)
ISAIAH: Even up until, a month before I got saved. I was in a hotel room. I've never been suicidal.
I'd never had a desire to take my life. I was in a hotel room, & there was a force that came over me that brought me to the 13th story of the balcony & said, "Just jump off. Just jump off."
I'm talking about the most overwhelming feeling I've ever felt. Some of you watching might've had this experience before, where you felt a spirit come over, you trying to force you to do something. 
I was at that balcony looking down there, not knowing I was going to get saved in a month.
I (subsequently) knew this was the devil's last ditch effort. Now I know (but) I didn't at the time.
Another voice spoke. I didn't know (recognize it was) the voice of God (Who) said, "Go lay down, go lay down, go lay down." There was this (internal thought) battle. I ended up laying down of course.
A month later I got radically saved, & God's hand was just on me....
SID: "God says, 'You have worth. You are someone special to Me.'
It doesn't matter what anyone else has said, God thinks you're special."
(This also a reminder to always cover self + hotel/guest room with blood of Jesus prior to a vacation/visit.)





 





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http://content.time.com/time/magazine/article/0,9171,719892,00.html -
"The dark side of the cloud is dark indeed. In January, there were 149 suicides in Vienna (Austria), most of which were attributed to "the general distress" now sweeping that city.
The total of suicides for January is the largest known for 43 years."

SUICIDE

 

Alternative Medicine

Dr. Garry Gordon - Epigenetic Brain Changes and Suicide  12/4/2009
http://www.arizonahomeopathic.org/alternative-health/epigenetic-brain-changes-and-suicide/ -
Epigenetic suicide note
http://www.the-scientist.com/article/display/55843/
PMU industry provides estrogen from pregnant mares.
See alternative estrogen replacement therapy products available in US. 

Also check out programs of foals rescued from PMU industry. 1 program uses foals to help rescue teens with suicidal ideation.
www.medicinehorse.org + www.rockymountainfoalrescue.org + www.prismpmufoals.com + www.impakt.com/healthsmarttoday fall 2004
George Watson's Nutrition & Your Mind - Nutrition can eliminate suicidal depression. www.amazon.com
 
Conventional Alternatives
 
Ketamine @ https://www.webmd.com/depression/features/what-does-ketamine-do-your-brain
 
Esketamine (Spravato) @ https://www.fda.gov/news-events/press-announcements/fda-approves-new-nasal-spray-medication-treatment-resistant-depression-available-only-certified MD's +
https://www.spravato.com/important-safety-information -
 

Understanding

 
Andrews, Andy - The Butterfly Effect - http://www.andyandrews.com/blog/the-butterfly-effect/ -
"Working with the United States Air Force at the time, I was charged with finding '
proof of the value of an individual life'.  At that time, the military as a whole was just discovering that suicide had become more prevalent within their ranks than with the civilian population as a whole," excellent book/DVD -
"The mid 90’s when physicists...authenticated the (
1963 Edward) Lorenz hypothesis...called The Butterfly Effect...has now been granted the status of a law. 
Lorenz’s broad strokes on the evolution of chaos theory have now been named:

The Law Of Sensitive Dependence Upon Initial Conditions
."
[Every human needs to recognize that he has significance both scientifically & spiritually by what he does (or fails to do) in life.] - 6/26/2014 http://www.lightsource.com/ministry/life-today/video-player/andy-andrews-you-are-what-you-think-412431.html
http://ldm.homestead.com/Characteristics_of_a_Person_with_MPD-DID.pdf @ http://www.lifedeliveranceministries.org/ - LDM - Intense self-hatred
1.They may self abuse: cutting or slashing face, arms, pulling out hair, clawing skin, etc.
2.They may punish themselves inside with disgust or loathing of self, fueled by the demonic, murderous hatred.
3.Cutting can also serve as a pain releaser; the level of (emotional) anguish inside is so great that slashing with a razorblade is minuscule in comparison.  Self-abuse is definitely, NOT intended as an attention getter.
4.They may make suicide attempts.
5.They have very high expectations of and demands on themselves that often drive them into workaholism. 
Sometimes after failure, they self-abuse, thinking: “I should be past this already & able to do the right thing.”
They have little grace for themselves & therefore for others
Muslim martyrdom via jihad resulting in suicide is promoted as a good motive of killing others rather than bad motive of killing self & thus OK or praiseworthy. http://www.snagfilms.com/films/title/islam_what_the_west_needs_to_know - or
http://www.therightscoop.com/must-watch-saturday-cinema-islam-what-the-west-needs-to-know-98-minutes/
Suicide due to programming - (in rare cases) - http://www.archive.org/details/CIAandProjectMonarchFullHistoryRonPatton 
"
OMEGA. A “self-destruct” form of programming, also known as “Code Green.”
The corresponding behaviors include suicidal tendencies &/or self-mutilation.
This program is generally activated when the victim/survivor begins therapy or interrogation & too much memory is being recovered." -
Possible deprogrammer -
Jerry Mungadze http://www.rightbraintherapy.com/ Texas, USA
 
Medical Science Research
 
https://childrenshealthdefense.org/news/the-pharma-loaded-u-s-soldier-part-1-taking-inventory-of-risks/ 9/10/2020 - Military medical malpractice
 
Pesticides - https://ocfp.on.ca/docs/pesticides-paper/chapter-8---chronic-neurologic-and-mental-health-effects.pdf - Canada - Research found in 1993 that 13,000 suicides resulted after areal spraying of Insecticides and herbicides against both insects & weeds.  Pg. 96
 
Medical Alert
Medical Malpractice
Assisted Suicide
 
Canada @ https://www.bbc.com/news/world-us-canada-64004329 - Same day service for assisted suicide.

1/14/2023 "Since 2016, Canada's medical assistance in dying programme, known by its acronym 'Maid', has been available for adults with terminal illness. In 2021, the law was changed to include those with serious & chronic physical conditions, even if that condition was NON-life threatening.

This (March) year (2023), it is expected to change again to include some (vulnerable) Canadians with mental illness... Canada (is) in the company of just a handful of countries, including Belgium & the Netherlands,
that allow (legally advocate for) medically assisted dying for those without a terminal illness (to die prematurely, some like executed prisoners in great physical torment, with insufficient freedom of consent)... 3 United Nations human rights expertswrote to the federal government in 2021 warning that the expanded law could devalue the lives of disabled people by implying that a serious disability was worse than death... Much of the controversy is focused on the 'irremediability' of a mental illness, meaning if it's incurable & how that could be assessed. For a person to be eligible for Maid in Canada, their condition must be considered irremediable."

 
https://childrenshealthdefense.org/defender/bp-popular-benzo-drugs-suicide-brain-damage-study/ - 20230703 - "Over 30 million Americans a year use benzodiazepines, or 'benzos,' including Xanax, Valium, Ativan & Klonopin. Benzodiazepines are prescribed to treat anxiety disorders, insomnia, muscle spasms, schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, seizures & epilepsy.But this widely used class of drugs is linked to severe side effects & life impacts that can last for years, even after people have stopped taking the drugs."
 
https://live.childrenshealthdefense.org/chd-tv/shows/good-morning-chd/canadian-doctors-speak-out-against-medically-assisted-death/ 12/9/2022 - 1 day service for those in crisis wanting suicide -
 
Euthanizing the Mentally Ill (theepochtimes.com) 4/15/2021 @ Wesley J. Smith | The Epoch Times -
P
sychiatrists & other doctors assist the suicides of mentally ill patients. 
The “right to die” movement is restricted to people with terminal illnesses.  Euthanasia activists advocate lethal injection or prescribed suicide as a “treatment” for the suffering caused by mental illness.
Welcome to the subversive mental health concept known as “rational suicide.” 
Mental health professionals only have an absolute duty to stop suicides that are impulsive or frivolously based.
If the suicidal person is deemed by the mental health professional to have a rational basis for self-destruction, that is, if the patient “is able to reason.
Euthanasia (kill-&-harvest procedures) for mental illnesses has become conjoined with organ donation in both the Netherlands & Belgium.  Assisted & rational suicide are really about abandonment.
Euthanasia @ https://twitter.com/GabeGwoolley/status/1624585075412152321 - "Randy Obenauer, 74, of Kelowna, Canada, cries as he tries to clean his own catheter. His friend had requested additional care for him, but his (health) care providers asked if he would be interested in undergoing euthanasia instead." 2/11/2023
 
RX alert @ https://www.wynnandwynn.com/blog/lyrica-linked-to/ suicidal thoughts. 5/2/2014
+ https://www.wynnandwynn.com/service/dangerous-drugs-devices/ might be of interest
 

https://childrenshealthdefense.org/defender/who-henipavirus-pfizer-covid-vaccine-placebo-mary-polly/ - 20230703 - "After decades of delays & legal challenges, lawsuits are finally proceeding against Merck’s allergy and asthma medication Singulair. The lawsuits alleged the drug is defective & claimed the company failed to warn patients of the risk of mental problems.
Death by suicide or neurological suffering
in dozens of patients was reported."

 
Legal
 
Breggin, Dr Peter @ https://www.madinamerica.com/2019/03/page-not-found-tells-all-psychiatry/ The legal link revealed the hidden meta tag warning: “sometimes the medications prescribed can actually exacerbate the situation.”
 
Canada @ https://www.bbc.com/news/world-us-canada-64004329 - Same day service for assisted suicide.

1/14/2023 "Since 2016, Canada's medical assistance in dying programme, known by its acronym 'Maid', has been available for adults with terminal illness. In 2021, the law was changed to include those with serious & chronic physical conditions, even if that condition was NON-life threatening.

This (March) year (2023), it is expected to change again to include some (vulnerable) Canadians with mental illness... Canada (is) in the company of just a handful of countries, including Belgium & the Netherlands,
that allow (legally advocate for) medically assisted dying for those without a terminal illness (to die prematurely, some like executed prisoners in great physical torment, with insufficient freedom of consent)... 3 United Nations human rights expertswrote to the federal government in 2021 warning that the expanded law could devalue the lives of disabled people by implying that a serious disability was worse than death... Much of the controversy is focused on the 'irremediability' of a mental illness, meaning if it's incurable & how that could be assessed. For a person to be eligible for Maid in Canada, their condition must be considered irremediable."

 

State-Mandated Suicide Proposed for Elderly Population; Hearing Reveals Weaponization of Government  2/2023

 

Healings

 
Chavda, Mahesh The Hidden Power of Healing Prayer - Chapter 5 shares that there is a spirit of suicide which one can be delivered of, the root issues can be pulled out & the person can be healed. 
A mother's tenacity & testimony of intervention
by God. 
Evil sprits including a spirit of suicide entered after her daughter was raped; but Dr Jesus fixes all things.
http://www.maheshchavda.com/testimonies.asp or www.watchofthelord.com   
 
Greg's testimony - Effect of Music Overcoming Suicidal Thoughts http://www.changinglivesonline.org/greg.html or http://www.changinglivesonline.org/greg2.html
 
Hayes, Norvel How To Cast Out Devils booklet www.nhm.cc - Chapter 8 The Doctor's Wife Who cut Her Wrists 
"I said to her, 'Now that you have Jesus in you through the power of the Holy Spirit, you have authority.
You have the power to run the Devil off.  The next time he (the evil spirit of suicide) comes to come (linger/walk/reside) on this property or bring any temptation on you to commit suicide or to do wrong, shut your fist up just like you were going to fight & in that moment say with authority, '
I resist you, Satan, in Jesus' name.  I command you to get out of this house, & off this property.  Get away from me now, because I love the Lord my God with all my: heart, soul, mind, all the days that I shall live.  Him only will I serve.'"
Hayes, Norvel God's Medicine of Faith - the Word www.hnm.cc - Chapter 2 A Neglected Treasure shares a testimony of a youth going from pastor to pastor seeking deliverance, after continuously attempting suicide.  Norvel acted on what he believes that God says in scripture, & God rescued; whereas most pastors neither expect nor act on God's promises.  How tragic for our congregations.
Hickey, Marilyn - www.mhmin.org - Testimony @
http://www.daystar.com/ondemand/video/?video=4231773691001 5/20/2015
 
James B. in Enjoying Everyday Life magazine 7/2005 www.joycemeyer.org
shares his healing from reading
The Root of Rejection, Battlefield of the Mind + Life Without Strife.
Jernigan, Dennis  Giant Killer  autobiography  www.dennisjernigan.com -
Many are healed of suicidal tendencies/desires during his music performances.
Dennis Jernigan - was a practicing homosexual. He supernaturally was set free. 
Today he is married & has 9 children.  The miraculous explodes whenever he leads worship. 10/3-7/2011
A.J. Jones TV - transcript - radio at here
 
Kairos, M. Joy - Fragments to Freedom - Healing from Dissociative Identity Disorder -
Chapter
9 Stronghold of Suicidal Obsessions - "Reasons to die...came from Satan, the father of lies...
Satan loves to disguise himself to get us to think that his thoughts placed in our minds are really our (own) thoughts... Suicide was also an enemy...

Realizing that suicide & related (negative) thoughts needed to be treated as my enemies, changed how I responded to those thoughts...
I began to use the (memorized) truth of Scripture as a weapon against those suicidal thoughts." -
Book @
http://www.joanhunterministries.com/ * Chapter has unique page for DID Christian counselors dealing with suicide & alters (fractured personalities) & demonic thoughts.
 
Sumrall, Lester  You Can Conquer Suicide - How to Cope With Suicide 
 
LaDonna Taylor from http://www.sidroth.org/site/PageServer?pagename=tv_itssupernatural 2012 -
LaDonna Taylor - Wednesday Sid Roth's Messianic radio broadcast shares her testimony.8/8/2012
True, Julie - https://ofm6z46z825qpxk83fa00q1a-wpengine.netdna-ssl.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/06/IS908Transcrpt_Herzog.pdf - 6/12/2017 @
https://sidroth.org/television/tv-archives/david-herzog-julie-meyer-kathie-walters/?src=banner_tv
JULIE
: Prayer is important for everyone. We see it in Revelation 5:8, where the living creatures & the elders, they're holding a harp & a bowl. The harp is worship, but the bowl is the prayers of the saints, meaning your voice is there because prayers don't die, bodies do. We can change the earth by praying. 
They ascend. John wrote it, "If they're in the bowl," our voices are there along with John Wesley & George Whitefield, because prayers never die.  They're before the Lord, continually.
SID: You were given by God 4 very special keys...to release on this show.
JULIE: The key was to keep walking.
It was Psalms 84: "If you're in the Valley of Bakkah, don't stop, stay steady, keep walking."
2nd, Philippians, it was, "Forgetting what lies behind." It was delete, just press forward, forget what lies behind.
3rd was Matthew 25, "It's time to get oil." That's just talking to him, singing to him, sing the Word, just keeping that relationship open with the Lord, having conversation with the Holy Spirit. 4th was singing the Word.
SID: Can someone sing that's not a singer?
JULIE: Absolutely. We need to break that ceiling that singing is only for worshipers & singers.
When you sing your brain actually functions as one. The different lobes are working together & you're activating parts of your brain that you've never, ever used before. Therefore, bankers need to sing the Bible. Entrepreneurs need to sing because it expands places in your brain you've actually not used.
I think how creative is this of God because King David, it is said that he went to battle, went to war with a sword in his hand & a song on his lips. He sang his way to freedom & victory.
JULIE: A woman...said, "I started singing the Word (of God)."
I always say sing Psalms because they're already songs.  She started singing the Word.
She was suicidal.  She said, "It broke.  This is what I've been waiting for." It's a natural healant.
JULIE: I have Psalm 103 opened in my Bible. I 'm just simply making up a melody to it.
This is how we praise the Lord, how we get free & healed.
[music, singing] I praise the Lord, O my soul, & all that is within me bless His holy, holy, holy name. 
I bless the Lord, O my soul, & all that is within me, for I will not forget your benefits all that you've done, all that you did for me, God. Because You forgive all my sin.  You heal everything, You heal everything, You heal every-thing.  I won't forget Your benefits & you heal everything. You heal emotions.
God, you heal depression, Jesus, You heal the body.
God, You heal the heart. You heal every part of me. It's what You do. I won't forget.
 
Zacharias, Ravi - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ravi_Zacharias -
"Zacharias was born in Madras, India. Zacharias descended from a line of Hindu priests (of the Nambudiri Brahmin caste). Missionaries spoke to 1 of his ancestors about Christianity & thereafter the family was converted & the family name was changed from Nambudiri to Zacharias.[7] Zacharias grew up in a nominal Anglican household,[7] & he himself was an atheist until the age of 17, when he unsuccessfully tried to commit suicide by swallowing poison. While in the hospital, a local Christian worker brought him a Bible & instructed his mother to read to him out of John 14. Zacharias says that it was John 14:19 that touched him & caused him to commit his life to Christ.[7] " (NO; a miracle occurred.  The doctors had given up on him. 
Actually God healed him just before he died, due to his commitment to Yeshua, per 9/6/2011 radio autobiography.)

Scripture

Mark 9:22 KJVer - Often it (the demon) has cast him into the fire & into the water to destroy him

Spiritual

 
Brim, Billy - Tapping into the Dunamis Power of God  http://www.bvov.tv/asx/bvov/100430.asx + http://www.kcm.org/media/  4/30/2010 
The Blood and the Glory
book - To God, to your circumstance, to the enemy, you plead your legal case with the blood & name of Jesus against the designs, works & thoughts of the devil. 
Suicide
or murder is the suggestion of demons via thoughts to one's mind.  Just say, "NO, in Jesus name."  excellent video
Brim, Billy - www.billyebrim.org Booklet: The Authority of the Believer & How to Use It -
Chapter
2: Our Ministry in the Heavenlies - (Born-again Holy Spirit baptized) -
"Christians have the (spiritual) authority to keep their lives free from shooting sprees at local schools, churches, malls or public events...to keep their areas from epidemics of
suicide...to keep Satan from having high carnival in their homes & families."
Busler, Julie @ https://lifetoday.org/video/hope-in-the-anguish/ Testimony of a former missionary. +
Transcript @ https://lifetoday.org/assets/files/12-29-22e-Busler.pdf
Temporary crisis intervention rescued her soul & body, but NOT a lifestyle crutch, Who is her messiah Who rescues her spirit, soul & body, thereafter outside the clinical environment. 
(Today's medical establishmet may put those labeled as "mentally ill or mental patients" as worthy of genocide, where one gets on a hit/etermination list.  In Canada, one can request & receive same day assisted suicide.)
 
Carn, Brian - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hK-ScASTr4k - 2016 - An evil spirit of suicide can be transferred to some family members of soldiers (who have no blood covering) returning home from tour of duties in Afghanistan & Iraq. http://briancarn.com/ - Such a spirit affects/infects ISIS/Muslin suicide bombers.
 
C., Jeffrey @ Young Criminal Attempts Suicide, Leaves His Body, Enters ‘Hell’ And Is Shown the Errors of His Ways (theepochtimes.com) - 10/9/2022 - (NDE - To Hell & Back - Having purposely overdosed) seeming to exit his body, Jeffrey saw a doctor standing over him, he stated in an article on the Near-Death Experience Research Foundation’s website. He found he was able to enter the doctor’s body & could read his mind. 
“I went into him and saw images of his wife, kids & his car. I felt the panic in him,” Jeffrey recalled...

Then suddenly, he was in a foul-smelling field with people who had jackal faces. A demonic creature grabbed him & brought him to a place with a bunch of cubes stacked up.  The demonic creature told him that each person gets a custom-made hell.  “He told me this was hell & in every cube was a custom-made hell for every soul,” Jeffrey said. “He explained that people adapt to every kind of hell & some people are more tolerant of some things than others, so hell is ever changing. He took great joy out of watching people suffer.” 
Jeffrey was sucked into one of the cubes, where people fed him rank food & laughed. Then he was shown flashes of all the bad things he had ever done.  “I was being put into other people’s shoes as I was doing bad things to them,” he said.  “I could see how insensitive I was to people & didn’t even know it.
It was excruciating and overwhelming to relive things that I had forgotten about, or just didn’t care about.
I was made to feel the way I made others feel.”  Then he was kneeling in a cave, with other people around him also kneeling.  “I saw a girl kneeling with her wrists cut, a man with a rope around his neck & another with the back of his head blown out,” Jeffrey said. “I could hear screaming from the cave ahead.  I was trying to get 1 of these people to talk to & tell me where I was. 1 of them told me to be quiet or I would be next.
Then a huge, ugly demon reached out of the cave, grabbed & dragged them into the cave.” 
When he closed his eyes, he was suddenly overwhelmed again by the visions of the bad things he had done.
He realized that’s why everyone there was wide-eyed, because they would also experience these visions if they closed their eyes.  “You cannot close your eyes, talk to the others, stand up, sit down, only kneel there on the tips of your toes & points of your knees. All you could do was stare at the hole of fire, listen to the screams & hope you are not next.”  But there was still hope.  “After a long time, my eyes began to burn so badly, I finally decided that it was worth it to put up with the bad flashes if I could just close my eyes for a while,” he said.
“I began to sob quietly as the flashes of my evil ways rushed in.  A voice. It said, ‘If you ask Him, maybe He will save you.’”  Jeffrey pleaded again & again for salvation.  He was brought before a spiritual being who asked what brought him there. Jeffrey replied that the world is not fair & he didn’t want to be a part of it anymore.  He (then) realized his life has meanin (after all).  The being explained that Jeffrey had begged to be born into the material world & had even chosen when & to whom he would be born. 
He revealed also that Jeffrey had been saved when he asked for it, because he still had a spark of belief. 

 
Crawford, Danette @ https://www.daystar.com/shows/joy-with-danette-crawford/
Danette says suicide is the name of an evil spirit (who/which) contributes to one's premature death.
(Individuals often perceive the spirit's thoughts/whispers to be their own, thus are often tricked/deceived.)
 
Daniel, Chad - http://death2suicide.org/ - Ministry to all, especially teens: http://youthbytes.org/ - Chad's dad committed suicide, triggering a desire to prevent this premature death & destruction in others & their families.
Daniel, Chad - https://www.amazon.com/Curse-Father-Tale-Life-After-ebook/dp/B07XJ8DZ1T excerpt -
Having, spiritually in prayer, gone to the throne room in heaven, Chad confessed the sin of
anger in his family tree on both sides, resulting in the deliverance of both himself & 20 year old son.  Chad became aware that iniquity can be inherited/transmitted from generation to generation, unless repented of as sin. 
(Anger can be self-destructive resulting in suicide, which occurred in the case of Chad's dad.)
Daniel, Chad https://www.daystar.tv/joni-table-talk/season:1/videos/chad-daniel-j1949 - 3/20/2020 -
We can recognize, renounce & repent of
inherited spirit of Anger & Suicide.
(Show shares Tamra Laroux’s visit to hell & heaven.)
 
Heyes, Walt @ https://www.amazon.com/Gender-Lies-Suicide-Whistleblower-Speaks/dp/ -
Transgender man reverses his operation & mistaken identity.
 
Laroux, Tamara - https://www1.cbn.com/700club/tamara-laroux-surviving-suicide-attempt ) " I knew that death was gripping my soul.  Then all of a sudden I felt my soul leave my body.  I instantly began falling & falling. At that moment I knew I was no longer in control of my destiny. I ended up in a place that was complete torment. My body was burning. I no longer was lonely. I became loneliness. I was no longer depressed.
I became depression.  I became a tormented being of fear. I saw...everybody screaming out in pain.
The mutual thing that everyone shared there was their desire to scream out to everybody on earth, 'Do not come here. Acknowledge that life is about Jesus Christ.'  Eternity is real. Hell is real. Heaven is real. How you live your life will determine where you go. Everybody cried out that their loved ones would hear the truth. 

I saw the hand of God literally come down. I knew that He was coming for me.  His hand picked me up & instantaneously I was no longer a being of tormented sin. I now was being cleansed.
God took me over the Heavens.  It was beyond peaceful, gorgeous & magnificent.
However, I was not allowed to stay."

Deison, Pete www.visitsfromheaven.com - (J1670) Visits from Heaven - 6/23/2017 - http://www.daystar.com/ondemand/video/?video=5480129086001 @ http://www.jonilamb.com/joni-table-talk/ - interview - https://www.amazon.com/Visits-Heaven-Eye-Opening-Encounter-Comfort/dp/0718083601#reader_0718083601 chapter #1 read online -
For 40 years wife Harriet walked in depression similar to that of her predecessors. 
After committing suicide during a medication transition, she appeared in dreams to her mate Pastor Pete & others, giving comfort & reassurance.  Thanks Lord.

http://www.wfaa.com/entertainment/television/programs/good-morning-texas/author-of-visits-from-heaven-pete-deison-talks-about-overcoming-grief/357027938 - interview

 
Evans, Jimmy - The Last Days - https://www.daystar.com/ondemand/video/?video=6087438175001
@ https://www.daystar.com/ondemand/search/?search=jimmy+evans -
Teens are being bombarded/indoctrinated (via internet/demons) with pansexuality (to choose & act out one's own gender) & furries (sexualized fantsy/toy animals)
 
Halliburton, Vanita  - Thursday, July 25, 2013 pt 1   Thursday, July 25, 2013 pt 2  -
(CAUTION. There are degrees of revelation regarding the involvement of iniquity & of demons).
"Becoming too involved in playing games such as 'Dungeons & Dragons'...could lead...youngster to possible suicide."  3/31/86 US News & World Report per (Catholic priest) Hampsch in Healing Your Family Tree www.claretiantapeministries.org
http://www.jackhayford.org/articlelist1-2/Articles - Suicide - http://www.jackhayford.com/TheSinOfSuicidebyJackHayford.pdf -
"The
temptation to commit suicide that, at 1 time or another...approaches (as a verb) most people." 
(Satan approaches as the tempter with distortion/deceit/lies.)

(Salvation or forgiveness of sins is based on what Jesus did & our belief & acceptance of that. 
NOTHING we do or do not do affects what Jesus did on the cross.)
Hazlett, Bob - http://sidroth.org/television/tv-archives/bob-hazlett?src=weeklybroadcastemail_121415
Hazlett, Bob -
http://d3tnb2mam8l2qt.cloudfront.net/sites/default/files/IS834Transcript_Hazlett.pdf
SID: When Bob was a young boy he did not have the: power, knowledge, abilility to recognize when a thought was from God, when a thought was from the devil, when a thought was perhaps from himself & the devil took advantage of it.  You had suicidal thoughts as a child.
BOB:
Along with these night terrors & visitations, I had these thoughts going through my mind: you’re worthless, kill yourself, sometimes audibly, sometimes literally something jumping on top of me
I would come to my parents’ room. I would ask them for prayer. But 1 night I went to my parents’ room. 
My father was praying for me, like he normally did, to help him to think good thoughts. All of a sudden his voice changed; he said, “I command these suicidal thoughts to be quieted & never come back.” 
When he did that something broke in me.

I started to cry because my father didn’t know that. I had never told anyone, but my Father in Heaven did. 
When you hear your Father’s voice it quiets all the other voices around you. 
I believe that’s a key to learning the difference between where the thoughts come from, because Jesus said, “You’ll hear my voice.  You won’t follow the voice of a stranger.”
BOB:
I was doing a conference & the auditorium was empty in between sessions.
I happened to be walking through. 

I heard this voice. It was like it came from a balcony. 
It seemed audible, but it was 1 of those outside of me voices.
It was the same
(unholy) voice, “You’re worthless. You should kill yourself.” 
I stopped. I had this funny moment because
I realized how ridiculous this thought was.
I pointed
to the balcony, & if anyone saw me they’d think I was crazy.  I said, “You’re not my thought.
I know where you came from. I’m not going to listen to that any more
.”
Hewett, John H  After Suicide  a Christian Care Book by The Westminster Press -
"Talk to each other.  Touch each other at every opportunity.  Weep...rage...keep silence together...
Seize the hope that God has set before you."
Hickey, Marilyn - http://www.daystar.com/ondemand/video/?video=4231773691001 5/20/2015 + 9/15/15 -
During her medical intervention, her physician prayed with her allowing the Holy Spirit to expose a root issue/origin of suicide.
Hickey, Marilyn - 4/20/2015 - http://www.daystar.com/ondemand/video/?video=4186583867001 -
Archives on demand re Marilyn Hickey - http://www.daystar.com/ondemand/search/?search=marilyn+hickey -
Holloway, Right Rev. Richard, Bishop of Edinburgh -
"'We must be celebrants of their lives (those who commit suicide)" & then they will always be remembered.'

Bosco, Antoinette - 1 Day He Beckoned -
www.avemariapress.com -
Chapter
4 The Jesus Who Works in Mysterious Ways to Reach Us gives us Holloway's quote.
Holtz, Scott & Dalit - Blowing the shofar - important - http://flashfloodsmedia.com/video/gallery/index.php?m=video&v=25 2006 - Shofar blowing removes divination & suicide bombing.
(Best time to minister TO God is predawn.)
Dr. Aiko Hormann - Potters Wheel
Larry Huch's Free at Last from family suicide  Book & 6/03 audio cassettes - www.sidroth.org/radiobroadcasts.htm
Hunter, Charles & Frances - Chapter 11 When Ministering Heating Up @ https://gillministries.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/08/Hunter-Handbook-for-Healing.pdf - While some of them need deliverance from demonic powers, others are caught in deep feelings of defeat & depression. 
Tell them that God loves them & has provided a way for them to be free, if they will just ask Jesus to forgive them & to come into their heart
.

In a firm but quiet voice, with power & authority, look into their eyes & cast out the spirit:
"Devil, I bind you in the name of Jesus & by the power of the Holy Spirit.
I command you, spirit of suicide, to come out of this person now in Jesus' name."

Minister salvation & the baptism with the Holy Spirit to give them power to live victoriously.
Urge them to get into a good church under the ministry of Spirit-filled pastors.
They need to learn how to look outward & help others, for only as we give can we receive.
 
Jakes, TD - 7/13/2017 - http://www.lightsource.com/ministry/the-potters-house/he-motions-606105-full.html
Often wives process their dilemmas by being chatterboxes, which can turn off mates, who are not given anything specific to fix/remedy/hunt/ rescue/repair. 
Typically, men process their emotional dilemmas in caves/isolation/self-imprisonment. 
Sometimes this male coping method is related to the high suicide death rate, especially when/where men are put down rather than put on a pedestal. 
Sometimes the festering/aching hole in the heart is from the absence of the male in the family as a father (or grandfather).
Jinx Demon - https://dreamsofdunamis.wordpress.com/2014/02/14/beware-of-the-jinx-demon/ -
“'I am the jinx demon,' It replied.
It then showed my son a scroll that it held in his hands, along with an ink pen, that was very long.

'See?' the demon said, motioning to what was written upon the scroll.
'That man that you were watching out there through the television screen?

He died, just as he said he would. I wrote it down here on my scroll, right when he 1st proclaimed it.
He himself gave us permission to take his life.'  The demon then said that it was his job to go about the world & record in writing, anything us humans said, that might be of benefit for his lord Satan. He especially liked to record the bad things that believers said over their lives, for this gave Satan that power over them, to bring upon them the very thing that they had declared over their lives by their own tongue."
Johnston, Brian - http://www.deathasasalesman.com/ + http://www.deathasasalesman.com/author.html
 

Kelley, Earthquake -
Order book #1122 "Bound to Lose, Destined to Win" - http://earthquakekelleyministries.org/books/ - Chapter 12 Gateway to Hell -
"A
spirit...causes people to experience intense loneliness & to believe that life is not worth living. 
As they experience further hurt, the door opens to another spirit called atarroth adder, or
crown of snakes.  These demonic snakes wrap themselves around a person's head like a crown & slowly squeeze...until the person is convinced he can no longer deal with the pressure.  Then he kills himself...
The crown of snakes...attack...anybody who is under so much stress that they
feel unable to cope...
This spirit can also
cause migraine headaches."
 

Kerr, Kat - http://www.christianforums.com/threads/kat-kerr-powerful-testimonies-of-heaven.7709517/
short transcripts - 17 pages of links Section - Scroll to editorial on suicide
Kerr, Kat - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VDqpl8rUB7Y - (edited) - God says much of suicide is to stop one's (emotional &/or physical) pain/suffering rather than to choose death/termination of life (as would a suicide bomber; although many of today's suicide bombers are youth, brainwashed from infancy. 
Motives are significant to God.)  Suicide is NOT necessarily a mortal sin.
Kerr, Kat - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ZQxwQZTvZw 3/26/2016 Boot Camp #2 - Suicide wishes/attempts are not to murder oneself, but rather an attempt to flee from mental torment &/or emotional hurt.  One can lay hands on his/her child or on oneself & command: In Jesus' name, despair (or ____ ) be LOOSED from my (or ____'s) soul.
Be removed by angels.  Be replaced with peace.  I decree it is finished.  Thanks heaven (in Jesus' name).

Revealing Heaven Volume II by Kat Kerr (Part 14.) Chapter 11 Suicide
@ http://christopher-schmidt1985.blogspot.co.uk/2011_12_01_archive.html (edited) or
https://christopher-schmidt1985.blogspot.com/2011/12/revealing-heaven-volume-ii-by-kat-kerr_29.html -
"There is 1 more viewpoint none mentions & that is the Father's opinion, Here is the explanation I was given.
God looks at each case separately & if the person ending their life is a Believer, He does not always call it suicide.
If the person had lost control of their normal reasoning; either because of physical, emotional or mental trauma; then he calls it 'ending their suffering', not committing suicide.
In other words, all those individuals would go to Heaven...

If you still have your own reasoning & you have accepted Christ, go before the throne in prayer & say, 'Because I am a child of God, as an act of my will, I chose to be free & Satan has NO hold on me'. Get rid of anything in your house that promotes Satan's kingdom, such as witchcraft in any form & if you have ever been to a séance, had your palm read or played with any occult games that contact the dead or that imply to tell the future. 
You need to repent & renounce any association with those things. Other things that give the enemy entrance into your life are demonic trading cards, the obsessive games of Extreme Violence, becoming a virtual player in the game, vampire movies/products (this is a spirit of death) & any pornographic materials.
After repenting for watching, reading or owning any of those items, pray & break the power of the enemy off you & your home. People need to make the right choices in their lives, because as the Holy Spirit revealed to me, '
whatever you enter into, will enter into you'".
Kat Kerr May 18, 2014 from http://jesusstories.info/?s=kat+kerr&search=Search - (edited)
Tribulation Now RADIO - Suicide to & suffering or torment of mind, emotions or body is NOT a sentence to hell, says the Lord; a suffering individual wishes to end his pain rather than his life. 
This is NOT a death wish; whereas a suicide bomber is (typically) in his right mind & wants to die (& receive the prize, such as 12 virgins promised to him, a lie from hell).
KAT KERRRecorded on 21st June 2014 at First Love Kansas City – Part 2
@ http://jesusstories.info/?s=kat+kerr&search=Search - (edited) - Loose from someone the evil spirit of despair, so as to free them from the evil spirit of suicide, in Jesus' name.  In Jesus' name, Father, may Your Kingdom come, Your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven, especially in _____________ 's life. 
Amen & thanks.
The Kat Kerr - May 4 at 5:24pm(edited) Final REPOST #12 is a most important message concerning our future & the operations of our souls. - 3/28/2016 at 7:07am 
"The Body of Christ needs a Soul Check-up. If you do not like what you have been reading, hearing or even saying yourself about the elections or anything else: Trashing, Bashing, Judging, Despising or even Hating 1 another just because you believe or choose differently from each other; then you NEED to do the following, so that your soul can prosper.  Every word you hear, read or say goes into your own soul, which will cause you to think on those words, choose those words & speak those words.  If they are negative, hurtful, despising words, your soul will begin to be filled with wounds &/or darkness.
If you want to clean out your soul, then say (out loud) what the Father taught me, to keep my soul free of fear or sadness so that I could prosper: (In Jesus' name,)

'Father, I choose as an act of My Will to Loose all negative, hateful, hurting, bashing, trashing, angry, judgmental, wasteful words &/or images from my soul, right now, in Jesus name.
I will no longer participate with anything that brings death, fear or defilement, nor tolerate them in my life
.'  After you have done that & meant it, say this to fill your soul with Life: (In Jesus' name)
'
Father, I now choose as an Act of my Will, to have You download into my soul, Your: Love, Presence, Joy, Life, Power, Plans & Hope so that I can manifest for You & cause my soul may prosper.
In Jesus name I RECEIVE IT
.'  When we speak Life, not only will our souls prosper but so will others.
Now thank Him for giving us the choice to forgive & be forgiven.
GOD WANTS OUR SOULS TO PROSPER, BUT WE ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR GUARDING OUR SOUL (HEART).

FOR OUT OF IT WILL FLOW THE WAY WE LIVE OUR LIVES.'
We all need to do a SOUL CHECK-UP at least once a week (including declaring individually over each of our children's souls).  Do not forget to include loosing fear too. This can also be used to loose any grief, despair, torment, confusion, witchcraft or curses, addictions or traumas even if they happened long ago. It really works if we choose with our Will & receive by Faith.
I will also add to that list:
thoughts of suicide or thoughts or desires of homosexuality (which is not the image of God, but a trap from Satan using unclean spirits)... Be set free from both of these traps...
May your souls prosper exceedingly so that you will prosper & Be in health & so our (indwelling spiritual) lights will blind the enemy. (Like Holy Spirit) our souls have layers (which are also our emotions) that collect both light or darkness.  Our Will is in the center of our soul along with the Mind, so whatever we feed it, we will become; so fill yours with (Father God's) Glorious Light & Love...
A prosperous soul...is wonderfully made by the Father & is a spiritual part of you, but you choose this day what will go into it."
Kornacki, Carol  Suicide, The New Epidemic.  Has it visited you or someone you love?- http://www.carolkornacki.org  Suicide -
The New Epidemic
 - http://carolkornacki.blogspot.com/search?updated-min=2007-01-01T00%3A00%3A00-05%3A00&updated-max=2008-01-01T00%3A00%3A00-05%3A00&max-results=9
 
 


Laroux, Tamara - http://www.spiritlessons.com/Suicide/index.htm
Laroux
, Tamara - https://www1.cbn.com/700club/tamara-laroux-surviving-suicide-attempt ) " I knew that death was gripping my soul. Then all of a sudden I felt my soul leave my body.  I instantly began falling & falling. At that moment I knew I was no longer in control of my destiny. I ended up in a place that was complete torment. My body was burning. I no longer was lonely. I became loneliness. I was no longer depressed.
I became depression.  I became a tormented being of fear. I saw...everybody screaming out in pain.
The mutual thing that everyone shared there was their desire to scream out to everybody on earth, 'Do NOT come here. Acknowledge that life is about Jesus Christ.'  Eternity is real. Hell is real. Heaven is real.
How you live your life will determine where you go. Everybody cried out that their loved ones would hear the truth. 
I saw the hand of God literally come down. I knew that He was coming for me.  His hand picked me up.

Instantaneously I was no longer a being of tormented sin. I now was being cleansed.
God took me over the Heavens. 
It was beyond peaceful & gorgeous & magnificent. However, I was not allowed to stay."

Loth, Peter - http://www.forerunnerministries.org/forgiveness.aspx  Read autobiography.
 


MacNutt
, Francis - There is an evil spirit of suicide: "'The spirit of suicide is in this house.' 
Then the man broke down & told me the truth. He said, 'The 1st time in my life that I ever thought of committing suicide was in this house, I had been told by that spirit 4-5 times that the best way out of this was to take my life.'" 
http://www.hispeople-ght.org.za/sermons/sermons%202002/How%20To%20Cast%20Out%20Demons.html

Michael Maiden - Sid Roth – It’s Supernatural! | sidroth.org 11/30/2020 +
Microsoft Word - Sid Roth 1077 Maiden.docx Transcript – Edited Excerpt -
MICHAEL: . I became seriously manically & suicidally depressed. I knew I was depressed because I was finishing my PhD in psychology, so we talking about the timing of the Lord.
I was 37 & thought my life was over, but Jesus healed me.

MICHAEL: My oldest son started self-medicating. He was just a young man, 12-13, & we were homeless.
Many negative things happened.  He started just trying to take care of his pain.
MICHAEL: We had a beautiful home we lost.  Every possible, negative thing (happened) from death threats to the whole town talking about us. The Lord told me if I would forgive the people that had hurt me.
He would make me forget the pain they caused me.

So I made a list. I forgave the people.  After about 7 weeks of praying for people, the Lord visited me.
It's amazing. Not only took away the pain, He gave me love for the people that broke my heart.
My son, the moment he could, moved out of our house (to) the streets.  Drug dealers were trying to kill him. 
Police (were) trying to arrest him. I just would lay on his bed that he grew up in and just prayed, "God, tonight, don't let my son die." The Lord spoke to me & said He wanted me to change the way that I talked about my son. The Lord reminded me of all the prophetic words over the years He'd given me about my son's life.
I told my wife & we started saying (prophesying/declaring over/about/that) our son is a history maker & world shaker, man of God. He's going to be a godly husband & father.

MICHAEL: The Lord had spoken to me so strongly that if I would change my vocabulary, the outcome would be changed.  So I just started repeating God's Word. Like Paul told Timothy, "Do warfare by the prophetic words you've received." I started speaking over his life that he would be everything God said he would be.
Within 7 weeks of doing that, God visited my son & delivered him from drugs.
He moved back home, became a missionary to Haiti with the Bible school, married a wonderful woman, became our church executive pastor, has 4 great kids & is a successful businessman.
So everything God told me came to pass when I started saying what God said to me about him
.

Maloney, James - Radio - LISTEN TO Tuesday 8/12/2014 -
http://sidroth.org/radio/radio-archives/james-maloney


Maria de Lange
, Susanna Francina - http://stclements.edu/grad/gradsusanna.pdf - Chapter 5 - 9.1.1.1 SPIRITUAL EVIDENCE of the REALITY of HELL in the LIFE of JACQUELINE - "If he (Satan) cannot get them to kill themselves, he will try 'to prevent them from procreating' by 'destroying there bodies', 1 way or another. It is recommended that the 'cords of the unholy trinity be cut in the heavens'. This is done by cutting the person loose from any unseen spiritual cords, which exists between that person & the (1st &/or2nd) heavenlies.  Believers should pray & ask to be guided by God’s Holy Spirit to do 'the deliverance'.
All progress in the spiritual dimension results from a decision or a series of decisions made by the (opressed) individual.77 [77 (2008)
Signs and symbols: An Illustrated Guide to their Origins and Meanings. England p.44]...
Mental deliverance starts at (begins with) the deliverance of the mind."


Masters
, Roy - Suicide: How to Stop Suicidal Thoughts
@
http://roymasters.blogspot.com/2008/08/tips-for-panic-attacks-part-1.html - RADIO


Mattera
, Matthew https://chartedlife365.com/author/chartedlife365/ suicide

Meyer, Joyce - 7/12/2021 @
 
Narramore, Bruce and Lewis, Vern C Summer 2006 vol 48 #3 editorial - Understanding and Preventing Teenage Suicide @ Psychology for Living - www.ncfliving.org -
Anger turned inward can be a cause of suicide.
 
http://www.eaec.org/sermons/2012/RLJ-1328.htm @ http://www.eaec.org/bookstore/kya.htm for pastors -
Prince, Derek - God's Remedy for Rejection - www.derekprince.org  REJECTION can be a root cause of suicide. - Free by writing to Benny Hinn Ministries PO Box 16200, Irving, Texas 75016 -
It may well be that you are not just struggling with your own negative attitudes. 
A demonic influence may be at work, exploiting those attitudes."

Repent of, reject, refuse to hold helplessness/hurt in your heart resulting from rejection by any individual.  Forgive each incident/act. 
If you can bless (pray for) those who have rejected you, then you can know you are on the mend.
 
Rutland,  Mark - Taking 21 seconds to pray the Lord’s prayer + 23rd Psalm (+ Psalm 91) will break oppression/depression - http://www.daystar.com/guest-guide/dr-mark-rutland/
 
 
Sandford, John Loren and Paula - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N1NYVLTeRLY
posted by
Alberto Vazquez Botello
Healing Prenatal Wounds and Sins – the Slumbering Spirit
1985 @
www.elijahhouse.org -
(Sometimes scripture translators interchange soul & spirit. 
Regardless, to a large degree, the basic spiritual principles would apply.)


Shakarian
, Demos  Come Let Us Exalt Him -
www.fgbmfi.org - Demos is the founder of Full Gospel Business Men's Fellowship International.  Chapter 8 The Victory of Worship shares that God empowers those who worship Him.  Praise is the key that defeats the enemy Satan.  Demos shares that Rick Haggins & his students in 1987 stopped the outbreak of teen suicides in southeast Alabama, NOT by praying warfare prayers, NOT by breaking curses, NOR by binding strongholds, but rather by praise & worship.
Shepherd, Linda Evans 6/8/2018 The Sneaky Spirit of Suicide: How You Can Fight the Looming Lies That Pushed Celebrities to Kill Themselves -"'Depression is like a living monster built on lies that parades through your mind. 
 Lies are built for 1 purpose, to steal, kill & destroy the wonderful person you are.' says Dr. Keith Abow, a psychiatrist who has dealt with many who entertained this monster."
Skiar, Maurice - 4/6-12/2009 TV broadcast 
http://www.sidroth.org/site/News2?abbr=tv_&page=NewsArticle&id=8237&security=1041&news_iv_ctrl=-1   
4/6-10/2009 Radio broadcast @
http://www.sidroth.org/site/News2?abbr=rad_&page=NewsArticle&id=8235&security=1042&news_iv_ctrl=1121
TV archives at
http://www.sidroth.org/site/PageServer?pagename=tv_archives  
An angel intervened during his various suicide attempts. www.sidroth.org 
@ http://www.sidroth.org/site/DocServer/IS503Transcript_Sklar.pdf?docID=1381
Maurice: "I got off the subway there at 187th street, or 178th. I went up to the bridge. 
I'd just got to the start of the actual climb.  An angel came & stood on my feet."
Maurice: "I saw him." 
Sid: "Was it a big angel?" 
Maurice: "Yeah. At that time I was very angry, because I knew it was God stopping me. 
I wanted to go to heaven.  I was a believer in Yeshua at this time.  I just couldn't move forward anymore."  

Maurice: "I was immobilized. I felt like such a failure.  I couldn't even do that, you know? 
I was so determined, because the pain was so great.  I understand.
Somebody out there may be going through terrible depression & may even want to take own life. 
But don't do it. God loves you.  He loves you & is restoring you. 
He has a way of bringing something beautiful out of the brokenness of our lives...

I came every day for that week.  It was in October 1986, about this time. 
Every day I would get a little farther, & the same thing happened. 

Finally, the last day I got all the way up to the top.
I put my leg over the side of the bridge & a wind came. Just a gust of wind. 

I was blown back to the sidewalk.  Cars were whizzing by, you know.  Then that angel sat on me." 
Sid: "Sat on you? Did you see him or just feel him? "
Maurice: "Yeah, I saw & felt him.  I was just crying. That started a process of...
I didn't get instantly healed.  Most of the time, emotional healing is a process of time." 


Sumrall
, Lester - Conscience - the Scales of Justice - www.sumrallpublications.com
Chapter 3 The Dispensation of Conscience - "There are people who commit suicide because their consciences hammer away at them, until they cannot stand it." 
(This illustrates the value of confession in the church &/or forgiveness stressed in Scripture.)

Chapter 4 Human Conscience without God - "Acts 1:25 KJV says, 'Judas by transgression fell.' 
He was NOT predestined to do this.  He did not have an overpowering situation from outside of him making him do it.  It was his own self (greed) that wanted to do it.  Judas' conscience drove him to suicide...
People never commit suicide with a good (healthy) conscience (self-image). 
They always have griefs & sorrows and hurts they cannot overcome, so they say, 'The way out is to kill myself.'"  (Obviously, this is a whisper/lie of Satan which 1 has agreed with.) 
"The way out is for Jesus to come into your heart and make you a new creature." 
(God will forgive you when sincerely you ask.  Judas failed to repent.  He failed to seek the forgiveness of Jesus.)

Sumrall
, Lester - Alien Entities -
Chapter
3 The Origin of Alien Entities - www.leseapublishing.com - "'The spirit of suicide is in this house'...
The man...said, 'The 1st time in my life that I ever thought of committing suicide was in this house (where a suicide had been committed - unbeknownst to owner occupant).  I had been told by that spirit 4-5 times that the best way out of this was to take my life.'  Alien entities can live in places of tragedy...
If you live in a house that seems unusual or oppressive, either
rebuke the spirit, in Jesus' name, or...move." 
(This testimony is a stark warning to filter out ALL negative thoughts, making sure to only allow entrance of holy healthy ideas.  In addition, it is a reminder to anoint places with holy oil &/or cover self with blood of Jesus when lodging in new places, plus exorcise any new residence.)

Sumrall
, Lester - The Mystery of Immortality - www.sumrallpublications.com - "Suicide is NOT the end. 
A person is only changing locations.  We are immortal souls destined to live forever"
[either in hell with Satan (or in heaven with God, if we repent for our sins & ask Jesus to be our Lord.)]
Swindoll, Cynthia 11/10/2015 testimony www.insightforliving.com Radio rebroadcast Getting Past Your Past shares autobiography of pastor Chuck's wife who was counseled & overdosed by secular MD's, told her issues were both personal and family-caused psychiatric issues, & to be angry at others to avoid self anger resulting n suicide attempts.  + she was not to share with family, mate or church to protect their reputation. 
Eventually many years later she took a woman into her confidence, & the 2 worked together using scripture & secular Glasser's
Reality Therapy book to shed all meds & psychiatrists & align themselves with God's mind & heart, to the degree that mate, family & congregation are now on board with her.
 


Kris Vallotton - about 2 months ago 11/2016 (face-book video) Troubling/compelling abnormal thoughts/urges/self-talk such as suicide or aggressive torments are primarily from enemy spiritual entities/demons from the 2nd heaven intended to sabotage one's great destiny in God on this earth. 
This includes born-again spirit-filled Christians.  Remember, Satan even spoke to/with God's Son, Jesus, in an attempt to thwart Him, but He was NOT deceived & overcame him with spoken scripture.

Kris Vallotton
-
January 27 When was the last time you felt fully believed in by someone?
Do you find that the people you’re in community with really see you & believe in you, sometimes even more than you believe in yourself? These kinds of people can be hard to find but I encourage you to be 1 yourself & watch the world around you become even more beautiful. See more on blog @
http://krisvallotton.com/people-who-think-youre-beautiful/ video

Kris Vallotton - January 27
Assemble enablers/up-lifters around oneself.
Kris Vallotton - January 26Panic Attacks - Heaven in Business: Anointed for Work Conference - Spirit Wars - heaveninbusiness.com -
Tell the spirit of fear and the spirit of insanity, go now, in Jesus' name
.  The power of the enemy is an illusion we believe/ empower/have faith in/allow to stalk/build a nest (after landing). 
Pharmacia/drugs do
not solve/remove spiritual problems/demons.
The "origin" principality/spirit retells/redefines/implants a new false paradigm/theology/ ideology/identity/belief. 
Likewise, a demon can incite/influence dissention by whispering/injecting lies.
The devil masquerades as you/your own thoughts.  Sometimes such torments are not ours but rather others' thoughts/feelings injected by demons, thoughts which we notice & assume are our own thoughts/feelings. 
Some
bipolar people can be cured just by understanding their spiritual gift of discernment.

Our metron is our sphere of influence: King/country/citizens.  Mayor/city. 
We create a no fly zone in our metron by operating/praying/decreeing from the 3rd heaven into our 1st heaven atmosphere/territory/family/business/metron.
www.krisvallotton.com
 


Nick Vujicic Audio Interview @ https://www.amazon.com/Be-Hands-Feet-Living-Children/dp/1601426208
Chapter #1 @ https://www.amazon.com/Be-Hands-Feet-Living-Children/dp/1601426208#reader_1601426208
What Happened When 'Limbless Evangelist' Nick Vujicic Saw Demons in His Hotel Room Editorial 3/17/2018 by Billy Hallowell/Faithwire  -
Nick, born without limbs, overcame attacks of depression,
suicide & demons & now encourages millions.
 
 


Wommack
, Andrew - One might want to minister eternal life prior to remediating problems in the event of suicidal ideation. 3/1/2017 -
Minister according to God's thoughts/priorities rather than a person's thoughts/feelings. http://www.awmi.net/download-file.php?downloads/tv/2017/03mar/awm_tv20170301.wmv -


Wood
, Gary - chapter 6 - Magnificence of Heaven from Sid Roth's Heaven Is Beyond Your Wildest Expectations -
www.sidroth.org - Jesus told Gary, "All have a purpose for being here in this life...
Tell people they are special and unique, each one. 

God made every one of His children to have a divine purpose
, which only they can accomplish in the earth."
"Don't ever believe the condemnation of the devil, that you are unworthy (if you have repented to Jesus). 
You ARE worthy.  You have been redeemed by the blood of the lamb.  Why do My people NOT believe in Me?  Why do MY people reject Me (My word in scripture/My work on the cross for them)?"  (One's worthiness is based on what JESUS DID and never on what we do or do not do.)  "Why do they NOT walk in My commandments?  (Have they not received the baptism of My Holy Spirit, after they received Me as savior?)
 
 


Zacharias
, Ravi -
10/21/2010 - In the Course of Human Events (part 4 of 4) at Just Thinking - http://www.rzim.org/resources/listen/justthinking.aspx?archive=1 @ http://www.rzim.org/resources.aspx - Radio program illustrates how what we speak often gives Satan a legal right (toe hold/inroad/open door) in our lives.  An angry girl told God she would never fold her hands in prayer to Him, & then attempted suicide, resulting in her 2 hands rather than her life being severed.  An onlooker prayed for her, & years later saw the fruit of that prayer. (As soon as we recognize a wrong inner-vow or stinking thinking, we need to immediately repent, reject, & renounce it, in Jesus' name.)
12/14/2015 At birth guest became a foster child & was put into special ed in grade 3.  Teacher told kids they were “SPECIAL, kings & queens” & prevented suicide of guest @ https://www.getv.org/TheDifference
 
 
 

                                                                         Deliverance
 


Baker
, H.A - http://www.the-new-way.org/testimonies/guar_028_demons_must_obey_me.html @ H. A. Baker, Visions of Heaven, Whitaker House USA publisher, 1973, pages 46-47
 
Demonology - Suicide - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hVKPdcjqBnk&feature=channel Doug - www.fellowshipofthemartyers.com -
 
http://endtimemessage.info/SupernaturalBook-6.pdf - "Bill saw 1 more vision.
His voice cut through the melody, 'What‘s the matter, soldier boy? You‘re not going to commit suicide.'
The audience hushed, listening. Bill continued, '
The devil‘s lying to you, boy.
You‘ve only got a phobia. He‘s lying to you. He‘ll drive you insane if you believe him.
I command you in the name of Jesus Christ to (#1) renounce the devil & (#2) accept Jesus Christ as your healer
.  You‘ll go back a real man.'"  Branham himself, "considered having a hunting accident.
Then he thought about his 6-year-old son, & he changed his mind."


Dickerman
, Don
DESIRING TO DEPART - CLINGING TO THE CALL - http://ddmmin.tripod.com/dondickerman/december-2016-newsletter.html -
"I have been acquainted with suicide many times.
My mother attempted suicide many times in her battle with paranoid-schizophrenia.
Both of her sisters did commit suicide; they all loved the Lord.  I don’t know what may have happened in their ancestry or child-hood that brought about the torment, but I have certainly tried to know.
Never can we know what struggles are going on in someone’s mind (unless Holy Spirit gives us revelation).
The pain & hopelessness in life that drives someone to choose death over life is great torment.
Be careful how you judge
...
There are some who teach that a person loses their salvation...that suicide is an unforgivable sin & separates 1 from God.  What foolish...& shallow-minded teaching.
I don’t know what goes on in the mind of a person struggling with these thoughts.
People feel hopeless. Trapped in their pain. They often feel guilt & shame of past experiences.
They are abuse victims, some are escaping their worthlessness feelings, others trying to erase the drug & alcohol after affects...the list goes on & on. Many are trapped in a mind of non-realty, they are hearing (at least in their thoughts) & believing lies from demonic spirits. They are suspicious of others & cannot find peace.
They are confused & doubt their self-worth, they have no self-esteem. It’s not the way they want to be. 
I met a young man at the altar recently while preaching at a church in Maryland, he proclaimed to me, "I am weak-minded & I need help."
During our prayer time & conversation, I asked, "Who told you that you are weak minded.?"
(He replies) "Every-one tells me that."  I said, "You are not weak minded.  Don’t embrace/believe that...
Deliverance is a wonderful thing.
God, through Jesus has provided a way for us to be free from the torment of demon powers.
The torment of the mind is a terrible thing. 
We see hundreds for deliverance & we see many people healed as a result."
 


Heijstek
, Kees - Practical guide deliverance ministry  "We can tie demons on distance for a period according to 'I will give you the keys of the Kingdom of Heaven. Whatever you forbid on earth will be forbidden in heaven & whatever you permit on earth will be permitted in heaven (Matthew 16:19)', 'For who is powerful enough to enter  the house of a strong man like Satan & plunder his goods? Only someone even stronger, someone who could tie him up & then plunder his house (Matthew 12:29)' and 'until someone even stronger attacks & overpowers him, strips him of his weapons, & carries off his belongings (Luke 11:22)'.
The last 2 verses are also about casting out demons.
Recently I applied this authority by binding a
demon of suicide on distance in someone.
I heard that 2 hours later a miraculous change has taken place in this persons life
& the peace of the Lord has entered in stead of the spirit of suicide. Praise the Lord. In this manner (by binding the demons) you are able & allowed to create a period of rest in someone’s life to be able to breath & get out the difficult situation...
Read also my study We R spiritual
& discover who you really are, your spiritual position & abilities in a spiritual Kingdom to serve 1 another with power & in love." -
http://www.aliveministries-sa.org/freedownloads/completelistofdownloads.html
Hinn, Benny - 12/20/2016 - https://www.bennyhinn.org/tiyd-video/the-healing-power-of-god-is-here-4/
The spirit of witchcraft is territorial.  If we are residing with a person dabbling in witchcraft, a spirit of suicide may come upon us to entice us to commit suicide.  Move, relocate, separate from that person & location. 
(Yes, we in Jesus' name can overrule/override such, but we may not now be ready/willing.)
 


Pittman
, Howard - Demons: An Eyewitness Account - http://www.ubm1.org/demons-pittman.pdf - full text -

Chapter 6 Para-psychology -
"Demons of the 3rd order (down from giants at top) also include the
demon of self-destruction...
This demon can prompt an individual to kill himself (such as by acting on delusions/lies - eg. that he can fly)."
Souza, Katie - https://www.expectedendministries.org/the-region-of-legion/ 9/21/2016 #9 "In Mark 5, we find evidence.  Jesus allowed Legion to go into a herd of pigs and the pigs went crazy & committed suicide (Sooey-cide. Get it?)  Legion makes you lose your mind. When they occupied the man, he was out of his mind.
When Jesus forced them into the pigs, the pigs went nuts, too. They dove off a cliff & drowned...
What did Legion request from Jesus, other than not to be tormented? He wanted to stay in the region.
Now the people are telling Jesus to leave the region. Who’s really talking, both times?
(The invisible head/spokesman of the regional spirits) Legion is.  He wants Jesus off his turf...

Legion had a right to be a regional demon with regional impact & control. (Most) all the people in the region where you minister have (similar) wounds in their souls. Everyone in the world is dwelling among the tombs (emotional caves) to some degree, which is why spirits like Legion are empowered to control land regions over the earth... Stay on the path God gave you. You will encounter resistance from the enemy, but you can still prevail for the Kingdom of God.  Get your soul healed & the job will be easier...
Evil spirits protecting a region found nothing in common with Jesus & were powerless against Him.
The bible records several instances where spirits immediately recognized Him & said, 'Oh, Jesus, what is there
in common between us? Don’t torment me.'  Since Jesus came as a man, we can achieve the same power over powers of darkness, by eliminating the wounds that create common ground with the (evil) spirits."

Souza
, Katie - https://www.expectedendministries.org/slaying-the-giants-in-your-soul/ - 10/20/2016
#13 "I had tried and failed to correct something that was beyond my ability to correct. That led me to feel like a disappointment & a failure, which made me depressed and unhappy. It was a miserable cycle. 
Now that I understood the problem, I could go to the root of it. I could (repent, then) apply the blood of Jesus AND (3rd apply resurrection) dunamis (laser power/surgery) & be rid of it (the soul wound) forever.
After doing so, for the 1st time in my life, I walked in peace & freedom. 
Character bents plague us & facilitate the acts that lead to death & destruction in our lives.
Yet, the blood washes our conscience clean, so we can freely serve the living God.
We can finally enjoy the 'peace that passes all understanding'...Jesus is so amazing.
Through His sacrifice on the cross & His resurrection, He made sure you could be healed of every negative character BENT that defeats any GIANT that would come against your life."


Subritzki
, Bill - Nanette-Emotional Turmoil -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ffnDLNYlTC8&list=UUmORm2suQixUTSsiLncNiaQ from DoveMinistries New Zealand
 
                                                              Sharing Others' Suicide Stories
 
 


Bleuel
, Amy - Project Semi-Colon -

https://story.projectsemicolon.com/2017/03/10/my-name-is-amy-bleuel-and-this-is-my-story/#comment-450


Coleman
, Cora Jakes - https://ferociouswarrior.com/Jakes%20Coleman-Ferocious_FINAL.pdf +
9/2/2019
http://www.daystar.com/?s=cora+jakes+coleman


Collins
, July - Sanity and Grace book - Suicide organizations cited are PATS & NOPCAS - 2 memorials by presenters - Family garden by mother + Quilt of all brother's clothes, made by brother. 
Quilt contains pockets with brother's treasures, even buttons.  Common goal - Not to keep a family secret.
 
 


Dickerman
, Don -
www.dickerman.com - 5/2015 newsletter - "My mother attempted suicide may times in her battle with paranoid-schizophrenia.  Both of her sisters did commit suicide; they all loved the Lord.  I don't know what may have happened in their ancestry or childhood that brought about the torment."
 
Fierce Goodbye  BC TV suicide presentation 7/17/2005 on video/DVD  www.fiercegoodbye.com or www.gatewayfilms.com
 


Halliburton
, Vanita @
http://www.lightsource.com/ministry/life-today/vanita-halliburton-where-was-god-355901.html -
Born again youth (began cutting in 8th grade) committed suicide at age 19, approx. 2 weeks after being discharged from hospital (for a 30 day stay, at his own request.)  [Lord we apologize for Your church's failure to help & educate, but most of all failure to implement (the full gospel) the healing & deliverance You left Your church.]
 
 
 
http://iconicphotos.wordpress.com/2009/08/12/vulture-stalking-a-child/ -
"
In March 1993, photographer Kevin Carter made a trip to southern Sudan, where he took now iconic photo of a vulture preying upon an emaciated Sudanese toddler near the village of Ayod. Carter said he waited about 20 minutes, hoping that the vulture would spread its wings. It didn’t. Carter snapped the haunting photograph & chased the vulture away...Carter eventually won the Pulitzer Prize for this photo, but he couldn’t enjoy it.
'I’m really, really sorry I didn’t pick the child up,' he confided in a friend.
Consumed with the violence he’d witnessed, & haunted by the questions as to the little girl’s fate, he committed suicide 3 months later."


Ramirez, John - http://search.stillsmallvoicetriage.org/cache/mes585_en-US.pdf -
Ex Satan Worshipper Testimony
- (edited)
"We had a book in New York City, in American. I was the 3rd person to get this book that had symbols in the book of different demons, different principalities, of different ways of
killing people with the witchcraft.
You couldn't have a copy of this book unless the devil signed off on you.

I would take symbols in that book & do witchcraft TO people.
I put witchcraft on people, make people get diseases out of nowhere. I make people get
leprosy & get cancer.
I gave people miscarriages & abortions.
I put people in hospitals for surgeries, that didn't even have to go for surgeries.

I did witchcraft so
people would lose their minds.
I (put) s
pirits of: bi-polar, schizophrenia, disease, suicide on people. I'd be up all night long, praying & talking to the devil, when Christians can't even go to church for 1 hour. When Christians can't even pray for 1 hour.  (Thus we &/or our ancestors could be a victim of witchcraft/occultism/satanism, but Father God through Jesus Christ His Son & Holy Spirit resurrection power, is superior to all evil.  Once enlightened, we can repent for any (known & unknown) sin/legal grounds for a curse to stick & then to commission & enlist our heavenly army host to reverse all harm, plunder hell, & repay us & our bloodline with 7-fold blessings. 
We can also enlist the Trinity to infill, mentor & defend us & our family tree, forever.)


Don Rippy committed suicide, due to adultery, divorce, & later psychiatric problems. 
http://rippy.org/
 

Sanders, Colonel @ https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/story-kfc-founder-colonel-sanders-sadeev-silva

Schmidt
, Morgan L (daughter) - http://www.ialolcoalition.com/ Catholic mentoring by mom of suicide victim.
 


Wyns
, Peter D - Fighting Death and Other Desperate Battles -
www.peterwyns.org  autobiography -
Chapter 11 Brain Damage shares that in his mind Ronnie "called for the 3 angels to return...The angels came into his room...
They were not alone.  Walking with them was a young lady, perhaps only 16...
She was dead & the
angels were waiting for the death angel to come...
The
angels did not speak, but suddenly the girl spoke, 'I committed suicide.  They're taking me somewhere. 
I don't know where they are taking me'...A thief had robbed her & taken her life. 
She did not have the time or opportunity to fulfill her destiny...
The girl's story was reminiscent of the Egyptians who failed to apply the lamb's blood on their doorposts...
The death
angel came & took every 1st-born child who was not under the blood...
The blood of Jesus protects those who believe that Jesus died to save us from our sins & who confess that He is our Savior."
 
                                                                           Counseling
 


Bennett
, George - When the Mental Patient Comes Home - Westminster Press - a Christian Care book 1980 -
Chapter 14 Preventing Suicide and Homicide - When threats of suicide or murder are vocalized, take seriously. 
"Do NOT leave deeply depressed persons alone. 
Few persons take their own lives when in the company of others." 
Accompany him/her for a walk/drive.   "You need not engage in conversation." 
If patient is living away, enlist him/her to phone at a certain times, etc. (or other innovative rendezvous). 
Chapter
15 Coping with Suicide and Homicide
 


Matthias
, Art - "In his training manual (Biblical Foundations of Freedom) for counselors, Art teaches about the destructive power of self-bitterness, which I would name self-condemnation.
Following are some quotations from his manual:

'Satan uses self-bitterness against us. Self-bitterness produces an inability to forgive ourselves.
Our ministry experience is that many people cannot say, 'I forgive myself.'
Unforgiveness of ourselves leads to self-resentment. It says, 'I can never do anything right.
Daddy was right. I'll never amount to anything.' Self-resentment leads to self-hatred, self-anger, & self-violence.

Our ministry has served many that have cut or maimed themselves out of extreme shame or guilt.
The ultimate expression of self-violence is, of course, suicide. It is characteristic of people who have reached this point to constantly entertain thoughts like, "Nobody would care if I died. In fact, the world would be better off.  The only way I can make Jane happy is to kill myself." These are sick, irrational, thoughts.
To defeat self-murder, we have to break the bond of the unloving spirit & eliminate self-bitterness.'" @
http://glennbrownministries.com/uploads/14._Overcoming_Self-Hatred_- Self_Condemnation.pdf
  
 
                                                                                News
 
Andrews, Andy - The Butterfly Effect - audio - Andy Andrews: The Butterfly Effect - 10/20/2011
or video http://www.lightsource.com/ministry/life-today/andy-andrews-the-butterfly-effect-232236.html
@ http://www.lightsource.com/ministry/life-today/broadcast-archives.html
http://www.lightsource.com/ministry/life-today/video-player/andy-andrews-you-are-what-you-think-395357.html
3/4/2014 - Knowing that we matter, deters suicide.
 
 

Dial 988
- https://www.pbs.org/newshour/nation/fcc-votes-to-set-up-3-digit-suicide-hotline-number-like-911 - 12/12/2019 -
USA National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255, open 24 hours a day & staffed by trained counselors. (3/2020 post)

Lithium ?
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/health/article-1390732/Adding-Lithium-drinking-water-lower-suicide-rates.html (Lithium is already available for mining in some countries, by prescription by psychiatrists, & via OTC supplements in smaller dosages; like all psychiatric drugs, it does have negative side effects.) 
"The US already supplemented the drinking water with fluoride to prevent tooth decay & it would be relatively easy to add lithium, which is a naturally occurring element."
(Don't forget the dental fluoride treatments USA children automatically get nowadays, compounding any medical problems with fluoride.  Remember, there are fluoride free toothpastes. 
Also reverse osmosis distilled water hopefully removes most contaminants.)
Lithium ? - Should Lithium be Added to Drinking Water to Prevent Suicide? - "Researchers...suggest adding trace amounts of lithium to drinking water supplies, much like many municipalities add (toxic) fluoride."
 
 


                                                                       Military
 

 
http://www.wpfilm.com/2016/what-happens-when-prayer-invades-the-u-s-military-veterans/ -
US Military "
Chaplains have begun to be systematically removed from U.S. Armed Forces.
PTSD & suicide have become commonplace among veterans. 

That is why the mission of Operation Restored Warrior is so important. They are not treating a disease.
They are curing PTSD with a 100% success rate through prayer...
I was filming with a ministry called Operation Restored Warrior (ORW), and their primary focus is in healing PTSD and other emotional issues in both active & inactive military personnel.  The entire process takes 3 days & they have a 100% success rate. ORW is committed to completely eliminating the suicide rate that is ravaging the American Armed Forces & the last few years they have been doing just that one soldier at a time...
I hung out and filmed with a handful of military studs & civilians who had all come here to have a broken piece of their heart healed...The 1st couple of days are spent teaching the men the Biblical idea of what it is to be a man, & slowly churning up their spirit to finally be ready for the moment, on day 3, when the team prays for each man individually.  But this isn’t prayer like most people have experienced it... The basic idea is simple. 
The ORW team gathers around the soldier & simply asks God to show them the primary point of pain in this man’s life. Soon somebody gets a picture or an impression, & they simply tell the soldier what they are seeing. 

Typically it is a memory that has been hidden &/or closely guarded by the man, & could be anything from loss, to abuse, to…who knows? The point is that Jesus knows.  He shows it to 3-4 other men who want only to bring healing to this soldier.  What ensues is mesmerizing. 
4-5 men share a memory, in a sense, that is being shown to them by the Holy Spirit, & Jesus himself enters the core memory & meets the soldier in the point of their life that has caused the most damage to them. 

esus then, quite literally, heals the man of his pain.
I found it interesting that even though these men were without question the roughest, toughest men I had ever met, when it came time to allow others the possibility to see into their inner core, almost all of them flinched & said no way would they allow it to be filmed...
But 1 man, a Navy SEAL named Shannon, proved to be 1 of the bravest men I’ve ever met when he said yes, you guys can film me doing this.
He was terrified, but his reasoning was that if it helped someone somewhere, then it would be worth it.

What followed was 1 of the most emotional things I’ve ever filmed, & a true testament to the inner strength of our military. The ORW guys were shown the memory, & Shannon met Jesus there. 
I watched a Navy SEAL reduced to a little boy full of fear and sadness & pain.
I watched Jesus do what he promised for all of us.  In that moment, I no longer felt like less of a man.
There were no more ranks or titles or awards or honors separating us.
It was just a bunch of children in the presence of their Father.  For a brief moment, we were all united as 1."
In Morocco, a judge ordered a 16 year-old girl to marry her rapist so she could keep her "honor." The insane ruling ultimately drove her to commit suicide. http://www.shoebat.com/2012/03/14/morocco-woman-forced-to-marry-her-rapist-commits-suicide/
6/13/12 - Military Suicide; Regret with Emily Rooney on 1 Guest TV
 


Mobile
application - I Don't Want To Live Anymore @ https://www.bible.com/reading-plans?page=6 Finding Strength in Depression , Loneliness , Hopelessness , Life is Meaningless https://www.bible.com/reading-plans?page=8 Depression @ https://www.bible.com/reading-plans?page=11 Mad at God @ https://www.bible.com/reading-plans?page=13
 


Rose
, Charlie - Interviews - http://www.charlierose.com/search/search/7047?text=suicide
 
 


Turing
, Alan - http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-1212910/How-Britain-drove-greatest-genius-Alan-Turing-suicide--just-gay.html - [Forget the "just".  Seems each generation less & less understands the word NO in the Bible.  Has anyone read their Bible lately?  Cover to cover? 
God LOVES even adores the person but NOT the problem which is a sin & sometimes a demon. 

A sin is to be repented of & not repeated; an evil spirit is to be evicted & replaced with the Holy Spirit in Jesus' name.]
 
 
                                                                      Incarceration
 
http://www.falconimpact.com/what-we-do/ - "Falcon is a consulting and management firm that exists to elevate mental health services in jails and prisons for the 1.5 million incarcerated Americans with mental illness each year. Grounded on proven methodology & driven by some of the best & brightest minds in the industry, we provide expertise to government & community leaders for the advancement of stronger, safer, & more innovative programs with real, sustainable results."
http://www.falconimpact.com/what-we-do/correctional-mental-health/services/
http://www.falconimpact.com/what-we-do/correctional-mental-health/suicide-prevention/
 
 


                                                                 Spiritual & Physical
Archeology
                                                                  Ancestry DNA Genome History
                                                                     Inheritance Location Roots
 
 


Fritts
, Kathy - https://europeupclose.com/article/the-darker-side-of-vienna/ -
"Stand before the truly sad tombs of Franz Joseph & his family: His wife Elisabeth (“Sisi”) was
assassinated. Rudoph, his son, committed suicide with his teen-age mistress.
The book A Nervous Splendor recounts the history of this suicide & the neurotic world in which it took place…
1938 Hitler’s storm troopers & tanks rolled into 
Heldenplatz under Anschluss (union with the German Reich), cheered by 200,000 Austrians waving Nazi flags...history hidden in plain sight.  A streak of fascination with death runs through Viennese culture.  Suicide has a deep history & much less social stigma than elsewhere. Crown Prince Rudolph is the most famous example, but Vienna’s suicide rate was the highest in Europe towards the end of the Hapsburg Empire. Freud named this penchant 'the death wish.' 
Of 185,000 Jews in Vienna in 1938, only about 7,000 remain today; 60,000 died in the camps. 

On 
Kristallnacht (Night of Broken Glass in November, 1938), all Vienna’s synagogues except 1 were destroyed.
Even today, armed guards patrol outside the 
Stadttempel, Vienna’s main synogogue…visit Mathausen, the concentration camp eerily planted in the idyllic Austrian countryside."